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Character Inspiration – Meet the Voices in my Head #LifeBooksWriting

‘Inspired by’ can mean many things. A movie ‘inspired by true events’ may have little in common with what actually happened. So when I say the hero in my upcoming release, Wildfire Hurricane, was inspired by Daryl Dixon and Eliot Spencer, don’t expect to see a crossbow wielding ex-mercenary chef. Often my characters are sparked by a quirk from another fictional person—or maybe even a real one—but end up becoming someone entirely different. But that’s how it should be. I don’t want to write a carbon copy of Daryl. I want a man who can hold his own against whatever I, as an author, throw at him. That being said, here are some of the people—real or not—who have inspired my characters in some way.

Dash Ryder – Daryl Dixon and Eliot Spencer

Wildfire Hurricane is what happens when a squeamish romance writer gets hooked on The Walking Dead. It took me a while to see Daryl’s appeal, and I actually liked his personality better than his appearance. The man needs a shower. I took his asskicker hero approach and blended it with Eliot’s seething anger to create Dash, who somehow ended up being a poet. I don’t know where the hell that came from, but the bastard insisted. He gets what he wants.

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Simone Leveque – Michonne

Dash needed a strong woman to put up with his shit. When I named her Simone, which sounded like Michonne, I immediately got a picture of her. Yes, she’s African-American. Yes, I liked that. I’m more attracted to her than to Daryl, but we won’t go there. 😉

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Kurt Langston – David, my husband

Kurt first appeared in JT and Claire’s book, Let It Ride. When I made him an IT guy, I pictured David, the awkward, bumbling, sexy scientist from Friends. As I wrote him, he took on a lot of my IT guy husband’s personality, especially his Star Wars geekery.


Destiny D’argo– Phoebe Bouffay

I’ve always wanted to write a Phoebe character. She’s my favorite Friend, and I love her goofy, free-spirit attitude. I originally imagined her as a blonde, but I didn’t have a name for her. A friend suggested Destiny, and I knew she was no blonde—and she wasn’t white. Like Simone, I couldn’t tell Destiny who she was. My women have minds of their own.


JT Luck – JT Maxwell

JT Maxwell appeared in one episode of the short-lived TNT series, King and Maxwell, but he was played by my muse and favorite actor, Christian Kane, so I couldn’t easily forget him. I didn’t know much about JT Maxwell, so I mostly used his appearance for my JT. I have no complaints.

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Alex Sheridan – Lindsey McDonald

My baddest bad boy was inspired by my all-time favorite villain, Lindsey McDonald, from Joss Whendon’s Buffy spin-off, Angel. What makes Lindsey so fascinating is his conflict. He’s not purely bad, but he’s definitely not good. He’s often described as morally ambiguous, and when one of my reviewers used the same words about Alex, I knew I did him right. Or wrong, as he’d prefer. Hell, Alex is just happy to get done.

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Will Barnett and Jack Wheeler – Eliot Spencer

Eliot Spencer, from Leverage, has a dark and troubled past, much of it a mystery. Speculation about his experiences appears in two of my favorite characters, Will and Jack. Their books are entirely different from each other, but they both keep dark secrets and have suffered enormous pain. Eliot helped me dig into their souls and bring their troubles to life.

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Austin Sinclair – Lindsey McDonald/Christian Kane

My most popular bad boy was inspired by a ‘what if’ question. What if Lindsey hadn’t been recruited by Wolfram and Hart? I kept his nastier urges and explored the naughty boy charm that might’ve come to life if he’d taken another path. I also used what little I knew about Christian Kane’s personality to give Austin his dirty playfulness.

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Characters are the most important part of my writing, so I have to know them inside and out. Getting inspiration from another person helps, but it’s just a starting point. After the initial spark, they grow on their own, many times beyond my control. That’s when I know I’m doing them right.

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Trashy’s Tips for Writing the Baddest Bad Boys

I don’t like to give advice because I’m just not very good at it. I don’t like to write about writing because even though I’ve been writing since the 3rd grade, I still feel like I’m winging it. But every once in a while I like to share what I’ve learned. And since one of the things I’m pretty good at is writing bad boys (the other is writing hot sex), I think I can share what I’ve learned. Keep in mind this is what works for me. It may not work for anyone else, but I had fun with it and that’s important to me when I write—loving what I do.

My two best bad boys, Austin Sinclair and Alex Sheridan, were inspired by the same evil bastard. For Alex, I played with his dark, twisted side. I took his manipulative skill and fed it to Alex who turned it into a gift for enticing Talia.

I played ‘what if’ to write Austin. What if this same man hadn’t become an ethically challenged schemer? What if he’d chosen to walk out that posh office door instead of closing it? I think he would’ve turned into a playful heartbreaker, searching for love in all the wrong beds until he met the one girl who couldn’t say no to him.

Who’s the guy who inspired two very different bad boy heroes? Actually, he’s a villain. My all-time favorite evil bastard, Lindsey McDonald from the Buffy the Vampire Slayer spin-off, Angel.

Lindsey McDonald31 AlexLindsey was a lawyer with the firm Wolfram and Hart. W&H served demonic clients, and the senior partners were demons themselves, I think. (My memory isn’t so great here. I need to ‘research’ this. Heh. 😉 ) Lindsey stood out not just because of his skill in the courtroom, but because he often went against the firm’s evil agenda. Lilah followed it to the letter and could be seen coming a mile away, but Lindsey couldn’t be trusted—by anyone. His unpredictable nature made him what is, in my opinion, the best kind of character: conflicted. (He was created by Joss Whedon, so that’s no surprise.) And he’s gorgeous. The best kind of evil is impossible to resist.

Lindsey and LilahThat’s why I used a villain to inspire my bad boys. They’re attractive, dangerous, completely irresistible and most of all—conflicted. Yes, I love that word. Conflict is what drives a character’s actions (or inaction). Conflict can tear a person or a couple apart. It can strengthen and bind them—right or wrong. I took my villain’s corrupted soul and sent him through hell and back, leaving just enough wickedness to make him the perfect bad boy for the woman of his dreams… whether he knew it or not.

Tip #1: Find a villain you love to hate. Star Trek’s Kahn is a good one, too, both in the original series and Into Darkness. And Loki from The Avengers. Rawr.

Tip #2: Understand his conflict. Know what he wants and what he’ll do to get it. Then decide whether or not he should. How does he react when he succeeds or fails? This one choice can change him from villain to hero.

Tip #3: Play ‘what if?’ This is the fun part. Let the possibilities play. Never throw out a bad idea because it could lead you to a great one.

Tip #4: Keep him bad. True love may heal his heart, but a good bad boy never dies. Wickedness is his nature, but that’s why we love him.

Tip #5: Enjoy!

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My Secret Indulgence: Watching my Man Crush Make Out

I have dozens of man crushes. The first bad boy I fell in love with was Han Solo. That scruffy-looking nerf-herder lived in my dreams while all the other girls drooled over Luke

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Skywalker. His kisses with Princess Leia in Empire and Jedi sparked my lusty imagination. We didn’t have a VCR at the time, so I re-read the love scenes in the movie tie-in books until the spines split. I think I even underlined a few choice words.

I love watching my object o’lust make out with a woman. A lot of women I know want to do violent things to the girl he’s fondling, but not me. I don’t hate her. I want to BE her. Ever since I discovered the joy of kissing scenes, I imagined myself in her place.

Watching my favorite guy candy handle his love interest helps me write hot sex scenes. I’m not visually oriented at all. I can’t create a picture from nothing, so I need to have a starting point, an image to work from. After that, I can feel the sensations and imagine how the sex will take place. That’s called research. (It is, too.)

Or maybe I’m a closet voyeur. Mmm… getting an image. No, I’d rather participate, and after I’ve watched him do it over and over, I can. 😉 So while my friends are plotting their competition’s murder, I’m feeling her pleasure, and filing every image of his hands in her hair, his lips on her skin for later use and abuse.

Yeah, I loved watching Sawyer slam Kate against the cage and rip her shirt off. Maverick and Charlie took my breath away in Top Gun. And when Lindsey got hands-on with Darla—with only one hand! Oh hell, I got loads of inspiration from that. So show me my fictional boyfriend getting grabby with a gorgeous babe any day of the week… as long as it’s fiction. Real life PDA can stay behind closed doors. 😉

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Meet my Austin Sinclair

I had another blog scheduled for today, but when I remembered the date, I decided to do something different.

Austin Sinclair’s smile like an angel and deep blue eyes that promised sin were inspired by Christian Kane/Lindsey McDonald, but his personality—his naughty charm and his ability to make anything dirty—belong to someone else.

“You’re so tasty.” He kissed her until the sizzling started again.

Jane grabbed the hot pan, and her finger bumped the rim. “Ow!” She turned on the faucet and stuck her hand under the cold water.

“Let me take care of that.” Austin examined her fingertip. He softly kissed it, pulling it into his mouth and sucking on it. “Better?” His eyes sparkled as his tongue soothed her.

She nodded, breathing hard.

“Glad I could help.”

It wasn’t what he said so much as the way he said it. His tone dripped with suggestion and his wicked eyes said what his sweet lips didn’t.

“You bad boy.” She turned back to the stove before he could see her smile.


“Yeah, roommates can be a real pain in the ass.” Austin liked the idea of trading his roommate in for a female model. “What did you fight about?”

A slow smile lit up her eyes. “You.”

“Not the first time women have fought over me.” He watched as she rolled her eyes. Jackpot—exactly the reaction he’d hoped for. “Is she jealous?”

“No. She doesn’t like you.”

“Yeah, women either love me or hate me.”

Jane’s smile faded. “And then my mother called.”

“Not good?”

“No, it wasn’t.”

“Did you tell her all about me?”

“I didn’t intend to tell her anything about you—”

“But you couldn’t help bragging.”

“Oh, please!”

Wow, two eye rolls in the same conversation. Bonus points for that.


When my mother-in-law read the first draft of Tell Me You Want Me, she called me and said, “Is Austin my son?”

“Caught that, did ya?” Bonus points.

When I was in college, I met a young man with sparkling blue eyes and a charming smile. He had a gift for turning the most innocent phrase into a naughty suggestion. That was endlessly appealing to the bad girl fighting to get out of me. He quickly discovered how much fun it was to piss me off, and he gave himself ‘bonus points’ if he could do it multiple times. Like Jane with Austin, I could never stay mad at him and twenty years ago today, I married him.

And he’s still getting bonus points. Happy 20th Anniversary to my bad boy. Never a dull moment.

(He also has the cutest ass I’ve ever seen. 😉 )

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